Pre A-Lvl Results Release
Yes yes, I know, I haven't updated this blog in over 2 months.
Some brief recap of my life. My contract with Orchard Hotel Singapore has expired. So I'm technically looking for another job =P. I'm thinking of the one where Macy's sister works at. The event company. I'll probably meet up with Patsy soon to talk about it.
Other than that, I'm also totally broke O_O. Spent quite a bit these few weeks. There's the dental fees, doctor's fees, the fees for removing the planar warts on my toes, that time I spent 150 buying books coz I walked into a bookstore unsupervised, Buying mom's valentine's day present (uPapa), buying some random things for myself, the stupid bus fare increased, fixing the comp etc...
So yeah, despite my somewhat reasonable salary, I'm broke -.-....
Waiting for my final Paycheck from Orchard Hotel ^^
Anyways, A levels results are to be released in about an hour (Now add an additional hr for all the speech, statistics etc... to be done with). I'm scared, scared witless. This will be my 2nd time taking the results for a national examination, with the first being O levels. O levels, I didn't know what to expect, and I was pleasantly surprised when I got all A's and B's. So Surprised that I cried =P. Now, my emotions are conflicting. Part of me wished for the luck I had during O levels, that I will get good grades (Good as in A, B or C, my standard isn't that high) despite the fact that I failed my way though JC exams. Then again, PJC isn't a top JC, BPGHS is one of the top high schools. So I had faith in BPGHS, but not as much in PJC. Furthermore, I really really was not ready for the A levels exams. Hell, I wasn't ready for the O levels either, but I scraped through.
Part of me is wishing for a miracle, and part of me is bracing myself for the worse. The rational me is expecting something like BCDDC (yeah, I actually DREAMT that O_O) for my A level results. However, I could VERY easily get worse than that, and I could get higher. The chances of me getting lower than that is higher though, which is what freaks me out. Actually, BCDDC is gonna suck however I look at it. B and C will HAVE to be GP and Lit, my best 2 subjects. Meaning I'll get CDD for my H2 subject, means I won't really have anywhere to go O_O.
I really really REALLY hope I get better than that.
Stupid thing is that I've all these plans. I plan to go to JCU if I get adequate grades, NUS/NTU into ANY course if I get not-so-adequate grades, and retake if I did crappily. I'm prepared for (nearly) any scenario. But I don't wanna put the last 2 to the test T.T
Anyways, no point worrying myself sick.. I'll get my results soon, and maybe an interview with Patsy. I'll post my results up on this blog later this afternoon if its not that hedious. Then I'll have to call my mom and tell HER the results (coz she's in KL at the moment, business trip. I can't even rush to my mommy and cry on her shoulders).
Tata for now, its time to face the truth and grab the results. Hope for the best, prepare for the worse.
Some brief recap of my life. My contract with Orchard Hotel Singapore has expired. So I'm technically looking for another job =P. I'm thinking of the one where Macy's sister works at. The event company. I'll probably meet up with Patsy soon to talk about it.
Other than that, I'm also totally broke O_O. Spent quite a bit these few weeks. There's the dental fees, doctor's fees, the fees for removing the planar warts on my toes, that time I spent 150 buying books coz I walked into a bookstore unsupervised, Buying mom's valentine's day present (uPapa), buying some random things for myself, the stupid bus fare increased, fixing the comp etc...
So yeah, despite my somewhat reasonable salary, I'm broke -.-....
Waiting for my final Paycheck from Orchard Hotel ^^
Anyways, A levels results are to be released in about an hour (Now add an additional hr for all the speech, statistics etc... to be done with). I'm scared, scared witless. This will be my 2nd time taking the results for a national examination, with the first being O levels. O levels, I didn't know what to expect, and I was pleasantly surprised when I got all A's and B's. So Surprised that I cried =P. Now, my emotions are conflicting. Part of me wished for the luck I had during O levels, that I will get good grades (Good as in A, B or C, my standard isn't that high) despite the fact that I failed my way though JC exams. Then again, PJC isn't a top JC, BPGHS is one of the top high schools. So I had faith in BPGHS, but not as much in PJC. Furthermore, I really really was not ready for the A levels exams. Hell, I wasn't ready for the O levels either, but I scraped through.
Part of me is wishing for a miracle, and part of me is bracing myself for the worse. The rational me is expecting something like BCDDC (yeah, I actually DREAMT that O_O) for my A level results. However, I could VERY easily get worse than that, and I could get higher. The chances of me getting lower than that is higher though, which is what freaks me out. Actually, BCDDC is gonna suck however I look at it. B and C will HAVE to be GP and Lit, my best 2 subjects. Meaning I'll get CDD for my H2 subject, means I won't really have anywhere to go O_O.
I really really REALLY hope I get better than that.
Stupid thing is that I've all these plans. I plan to go to JCU if I get adequate grades, NUS/NTU into ANY course if I get not-so-adequate grades, and retake if I did crappily. I'm prepared for (nearly) any scenario. But I don't wanna put the last 2 to the test T.T
Anyways, no point worrying myself sick.. I'll get my results soon, and maybe an interview with Patsy. I'll post my results up on this blog later this afternoon if its not that hedious. Then I'll have to call my mom and tell HER the results (coz she's in KL at the moment, business trip. I can't even rush to my mommy and cry on her shoulders).
Tata for now, its time to face the truth and grab the results. Hope for the best, prepare for the worse.
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